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7.30.2018

That has been a long long time

Hi there again, oh well, after so so long I just felt the impulse to go back at it again. From the starting of my studentship I just had no priority for writing kind of stuff (because we already did this a lot for courses), but since my gapyear, which is almost over now, I felt the urge to write again. About last year, my travellings, my jobs, thoughs, still sporty and healthy lifestyle and of course the future. Maybe no one is gonna read it, but it is like a positive diary for myself to look back at. I am grateful for the freedom I had the chance to take and I am more than happy and satisfied with what I did this last year. I made it happen, and I think everyone should made the dreams and hopes they have happen. You all deserve that.  

So.. Where to start, pff.. I could start at where I ended, right before I started my Bachelor Psychology at the University of Leiden, but those three years were actually quite the same. Working at the Albert Heijn, doing committees at the study association, still modelling but not as often as I did, making some extra money with hospitality jobs, still spending time with the same boyfriend and new university friends, went windsurfing with the sports fraternity I joined in my second year and also did a committee and surftrip there, did volunteer jobs for healthcare with a schizophrenic buddy, depressive elderly and also people with eating disorders... I did a lot... Like always haha, it was a great time with parties, freedom and development. As soon as I got my degree, in three years, with more ECTS than necessary I decided I wanted to make that one dream come true. Going abroad for modelling. And it happened. I found a motheragent and she sent me to Istanbul for two months. After that I was more or less done with modelling, not because of the trip, but because my highest point, in between what I think I could achieve in the model business, was reached. I did it for eight years and it has been wonderful , I learned a lot, but my feelings said it was finished. Sooo, since I was not placed into another fashion city, I decided last minute to go backpacking on my own (after also one amazing trip to Morocco with a model friend from Istanbul). I got my vaccinations and two weeks later I was in Nepal, Kathmandu. Preparing for a two week trek in the Himalayas, a city trip to Malaysia, Kuala Lumpur and six days of rest and peace on a beach at Langkawi Island. It was the most wonderful trip I could ever imagine. When I got home I really felt the ATD, after travel depression. But the travelling was not over yet. A studytrip to Slovenia, Ljubljana was ahead of me and also an island hopping holiday to Greece with my boyfriend was planned. Right now all the travelling is over for some time, I am working because I spent to much money but also because I needed to get back to reality and daily stuff. However I will write mostly about last year up until the present. I will reflect on my trips mostly and share my thoughs. Next year will not be that interesting I guess, but we will see, you will never know. 

I forgot to mention, I turned into a redhead since I sort of stopped modelling and I did not need to look like my portfolio pictures anymore! 

Nevertheless, people book me more often now… Maybe also because I got an instagram account, quite late in the trend of having it, because it is only about see and be seen I guess, but okaaay another photo diary for myself: @kvanantwerpen 

5.27.2014

Clouds, sun, beauty, I’m back

Dear Blog readers,

It’s been two months of Spring already!!! That means beautiful weather and lovely colors, in The Netherlands it’s not like that at the moment. Rainy days, but Friday my lovely friend Sun is coming back, luckily because Saturday it’s 909 festival time. We had sunny days too though and I was so inspired by such beautiful air portrets. Colors bright light city. At the same time these words remember me of my oral English exam, I have read Bright Lights Big City, The Color Purple and more.. I am sorry for not posting for such a long time. Not making an excuse, actually I do, but I was so busy with school. It is my last year at High School and I was/am pretty excited, frustrated, stressed, happy… Well mixed feelings as you might mention. I did my final exams till the 22th of may and I think I made it, hopefully I can start my study in Septembre. Bachelor of psychology in Leiden. Can’t wait to start a new chapter, new book actually. So done with this school doings.
Now I’m done, it’s weird, because we have 3 months vacation! THREE MONTHS! That’s a long time. But I made a list of things I wanted to do these months and of course I will go on holiday with my boyfriend and my mom, Portugal and Milaan it is. To do list/goals:
- Playing the violin, which for I followed lessons 6 years but stopped for 3 years now
- Sewing, making my own clothes
- Making a website for me as a model
- Posting more blogposts (do I hear a yell?)
- Working (promoting and also working in the supermarket)
- Cleaning my computer documents and trash
- Sports <3 (riding my bike, runs, Insanity, skating, yoga…)
- Arranging many meetings with lovely people I couldn’t see during my exams
- Many shoots and two fashionshows (KABK The Hague and WDKA Rotterdam)

I need to solve a problem first, the pictures I normally post I make them with my Sony Xperia S, but my phone doesn’t want to connect with my laptop anymore. I can’t let you read my bullshit without giving a beautiful shot of the air or whatever. Well as you see, this post is without a pic, but I will solve the problem and overload you with pictures I made from 8-11-2013 till now.


Much love, Kirsten